My sweet heart said,
(After a long and intimate family meeting full of bitter sweetness)
She said, (my sweet heart computer)
I love you dearly,
I am going to let you go !!!
我的甜心说了，（经过了一个痛苦而又坦诚的会议之后）
她说，（我的甜心电脑）
我深爱着你，
我会让你走！！！
You are not my private property...
You are your own man of dignity...
You are totally free......
Don't ask me,
ask yourself.....
It is not a 2nd wife (xiao lao po) that you are asking ....
Your already have one,
That is the "Qigong Forum" you sleep with every night !!
你不是我的私有财产，，，
你是个有尊严，独立的男人，，，
你完全的解放了，，，
别问我，
问你自己，，，
你不是在找小老婆，，，
你已经有了一个，
那就是“气功网”，你每天跟她同床共枕！！
You are now asking for a 3rd wife.....
A Chinese speaking "xiao lao po"
to become the "Ban Zhu" of the Qigong Forum....
Go ahead !
I am my own woman - independent and liberated,
I am going to join rank with Simon de Beauvoir,
(A pioneer in the women's liberation movement in France.
Author of the number 1 book on women's liberation: "The Second Sex".
Lover of the French Philosopher on Existentialism - Jean Paul Sartre (sa te)
She said goodby to him later on in life......)
Goodbye and good luck,
on your new job with the "Qigong Forum".
你在找“三老婆”
一个讲中文的“小老婆”
她能让你当上“气功网”的斑竹，，，
去吧！
我就是我自己（甜心电脑）- 独立，自由
我要和 Simon de Beauvoirrank 并肩作战。
（Simon de Beauvoirrank - 法国妇女解放运动的先驱，妇女解放运动的第一书《第二性》的作者，法国存在主义哲学家 - Jean Paul Sartre (沙特）的爱人，他们后来分开了）
再见了，
祝你在“气功”网上的新工作一帆风顺。
Crack, Crack, crack......crack.....
It is the sound of my heart
That is breaking.......
Not her heart !!!
For all the "honor" and "glamour" in the world,
How can I trade "love" that is so pure and selfless ?
For a "cyber lover"(internet lover) like the "Qigong Forum" ?
Am I stupid ?
Or, am I blind ?
喀嚓，喀嚓！
从我心灵深处传来的声音
心在碎，
不是她，是我！
为了世界上的荣誉，地位，
我能这样对待一份“无私”，“纯洁”的爱呢？
为了象“气功网”一样的网恋。
我是不是很傻，
是不是瞎了。
Who is the one spend time with me night after night.....
during my darkest moments ?
With all the honor and glamour in the world,
May I trade for her "forgiveness" ?
Sweet heart, I am ready to take you out of here !
Come with me,
We are going to honey moon around the world.
My air tickets are ready.
是谁在漫漫长夜里陪伴着我，，，
在最黑暗的时刻？
我要用世界上的所有荣誉，和地位？
来换取她的谅解。
甜心，我已经准备好带你离开这里！
和我一起走，
我们要去环游世界。
机票已经准备好了。
Of all the honor and glamour in the world,
and the "Ban Zhu" of the Qigong Forum....
The best choice is to have "none" ! (not to have it)
Let's live a life of simplicity and ordinary !
I am going to grow an organic garden
for you specially,
next to our lotus pond.....
And bring you bouquet of flowers every night !!
(Sunshine Poetry Workshop: October 17, 2002 - today)
对于世界上所有的荣誉和地位，以及“气功”网上的斑竹。
最好的选择就是“放弃”（不去拥有），
过一种朴素的平凡生活！
我要去创建一个天然的花园
特别为你们准备的，
就在瑶池赏月的旁边，，，
每晚带着花束来吧！！
（阳光诗院 ：2002年10月17日）
P.S.
I cannot become the "Ban Zhu", sorry !
May I say thank you to "Fo Ming Ju Shi" and "Tongling" for saving my "marriage" !!
You are doing a wonderful job.
Salute !!
PS
我很抱歉不能胜任“斑竹”，抱歉！
我要谢谢“佛明居士”和“TONGLING”，你们帮我维系了我的“婚姻”
敬礼
[此贴子已经被作者于2002-10-18 14:17:55编辑过]
